It’s weird how one second I can feel so happy, so popular, like life has never been any better… And then suddenly Christmas and New Year’s are over. Most of my friends are away on camping trips etc and have probably forgotten about me. My guy mates have all either devoted their attention to another girl, creeped me out by admitting their true - unrequited, I might add - feelings for me, or separated themselves from me, somewhat, for various reasons such as me being annoying and stuff like that…… I dont have as many shifts at work, so I have nothing to fill my time with. My bestest best friend can’t hang out with me at all this week coz her family is leaving the country soon so she has to spend as much time as possible with them while she still can. My sister is working a whole heap of extra hours coz she’s saving up to go to Tanzania. My FAMILY is going away without me for a long weekend coz I have uni and I cant miss it. So pretty much I am going to be very alone for a bit. Even though I will be staying with people when my family go away, I dont plan on spending much time with them coz I dont really know them at all.
This new year isn’t off to a particularly great start………
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